Thursday 30 June 2011
Still and tiny on the screen.
On the second it will be a year since Little Poppet was taken from my body.
A year since I lost hope.
I'm still trying to find it again but so often it seems just out of reach.
I miss the hope that Little Poppet gave us.
Very very much.
Tuesday 28 June 2011
I'm planning on making our wedding rings too... one day...
Sunday 26 June 2011
This little space of mine, the ability to express myself and the gift of being understood.
Putting a smile on another face even though my own smile feels strained.
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Thursday 23 June 2011
Angry, so angry that our son is missing out on his life.
Angry that our Little Poppet never had a chance.
Angry that we have no living children and want them so very badly.
Angry at the process that is destroying my father from within himself.
Angry that my Mother has to watch.
Angry that my brother doesn't seem to think that we are doing enough.
Angry at the torment that Ray has been enduring with his ears.
Anger at my powerlessness.
Angry that it has taken me so long to feel this anger.
And now that's off my chest it's already dissipating. Mostly.
Thank you for "listening".
Tuesday 14 June 2011
which has lived in our own garden since the day we buried our son.
Sunday 12 June 2011
A lovely birthday lunch for my Mum on friday.
A delicious warm chocolate fudge brownie with chocolate sauce and vanilla ice-cream shared by Ray and me... er... I meant to take a photo of it before... we thought it might be a bit rude to lick the plate...
I found this little poppet (read the description, it made me smile and a bit sad) but I can't quite bring myself to buy it (yet) because a, I'm not a doll person, 2, it's a bit expensive and iii, I'm still not sure who I imagine Little Poppet to be. Or even what sex. But it's a sweet little good thing. Can you tell I spend far too long mindlessly surfing t'internets?
Cramps + code.ine = painless sleep. A bloody sodding good thing.
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Monday 6 June 2011
Strawberries from the garden.
Sunshine and blue skies (for a few days).
Sparkly stones in the post.
Fitting into a pair of trousers that didn't fit last summer.
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