2009

I don't believe in new years resolutions. You never keep them for longer than a week or so and then all you feel is disappointment in yourself and I know that one day passing into a new year doesn't make any difference to the universe...

However 2009 will be my year to make another baby with Ray and give birth to him or her, at the right time and alive, screaming and kicking... oh, I suppose the giving birth part probably won't happen until 2010 depending on test results and possible evilfibroidectomy. So much waiting. But it will happen.

So there.

Today I wish so much peace and joy for everyone who needs it and babies for those trying... oh yes, lots of living, screaming, kicking, giggling, gurgling, pooing, peeing, puking (not too much puking) wonderful, marvellous babies please.