Friday, 16 January 2009

Naughty.

Oh I feel like being naughty and not doing what the doctor suggested. I want to try to get pregnant this month and I'm fighting myself not to, not to count the days, not to pee on just one ovulation stick just to see if... ah, it probably wouldn't happen anyway.

Whether it's because I really think my infection has finally finally gone, or maybe because my period hasn't been sent from hell this month lightening my mood (hooray for raspberry leaf tea. Maybe) or because I just so don't want to work in that place any more and the sooner I'm pregnant the sooner I can leave... I don't know.

But I'm so ready.

Must. Restrain. Myself. Dangerous. Wait.

Don't worry I won't, we won't. Ray won't let me. I won't let me.

But I wanna I wanna I wanna!

Aaaargh!

Today I'm banging my head against the wall (an internal wall so as not to disturb the neighbours).


5 comments:

  1. Your feelings are understandable, I applaud your restraint, it is such a struggle. I hope the time spent dealing w/evil fibroids goes quickly and painlessly. Here's to Raspberry tea with donq quai and chasteberry, other wonderful female tonics.

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  2. Now! Now! Now! I hear you. Although my current high-must-have-desires aren't pregnancy related I KNOW that feeling.

    Sorry you have to wait. You will have your baby. You will and we will all throw the biggest, best virtual party E.V.E.R!

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  3. I know, I know. I had the same temptation myself a week or so ago. But just like toughing it out at this job for a tiny little bit longer means you get to lay away for maternity leave, toughing it out on the wait means you get to lay away health, strength, and all the right care so you can bring your next little one home.

    In the meantime, no saying you can't practice ;)

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  4. I love the new pictures that you have put up. :)

    I am also glad AF was kinder on you this time. You know what, even I had a normal period, for a sweet change.

    Hey, even if you think that the infection has gone, it may be around.... there are other naughty things that you could do, you know! ;)

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