Or I have run away from the circus to the safety of the sofa.
Area manager turned up today. I knew she would. I've been back two weeks and we needed to review my situation. She disappeared across the road to McDonalds with Bossy-cow and then Cow-pie was summoned to join them. Huh? How about that to make me feel even more isolated.
They came back and Area manager and I took some chairs upstairs to a storeroom to talk. I cried, I told her what I thought and how I felt and I've decided that, hell yes, I came back too soon and since I have an appointment with my doctor this afternoon I'll be asking him to sign my sick note for another month... or more.
And I've decided to ask for counselling. I think I need some coping-with-insensitive-cow strategies or even just coping-with-each-day strategies.
Who knows, I might go back there eventually, but somehow, and I know you know this too, I very much doubt it.
Bossy-cow gave me a hug in front of Area Manager. I needed one on Wednesday with no witnesses, not today.