Wednesday, 25 March 2009

Every so often...

...grief grabs me by the throat and squeezes so very hard.

I was just looking through my photos to see what needed backing up and clicked on George's ultrasound at 16 weeks 5 days and almost howled with sadness.



It's not bloody fair.

17 comments:

  1. Oh sweetie, I know. It is just not f'g fair.

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  2. No it's fg not, not one bit of it!
    x

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  3. It so is NOT fair, and unfortunately it might continue to happen. For me, over a year out, I still am sometimes almost paralyzed by grief... and usually without much warning. It does get a little easier to handle, but you will always miss your sweet George.

    I hope the rest of your day was easy on you.

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  4. if just reading this post made my heart ache, I can only imagine how you feel. I am so, so sorry. xxx

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  5. It sucks!!!! Thinking of you and George...

    xo

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  6. It's not fair, I'm so sorry.

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  7. No. It sure f'ing isn't.

    Love you.

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  8. I wish I could bring him back Barbara, I really wish I had that superpower xo

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  9. It definitely isn't fair.

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  10. ugh... posted too quick. I hope in time those stolen moments looking at u/s bring more bittersweet peace than heart wrenching sadness. :(

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  11. Yeah, it's not fair at all.

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  12. i am howling with you. it's not fair.

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  13. It is so unfair, I am so sorry. I have a folder on my laptop that contains the u/s photos, and I havent had the courage to look at them. There was so much hope.

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  14. George is so beautiful. And no it's not fair. Not one bit.

    I have a folder on my PC called Babies and inside I have separate folders for our little ones, with folders inside of u/s and pics. It still amazes me that they arent with me still...

    I am so sorry. Truly, I am.

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