Another doctors appointment today, and yes, I cried again *sigh*. I'm going to try counselling again, with someone called Maria, at my doctors surgery this time. I have to wait until early April to see her so I guess she's good at what she does.
The appointment is at 8.30 in the morning. That might be fun. I haven't been up that early for quite a while. I wonder if I'll be coherent. If nothing else I would like to be able to talk to Dr Compassion without crying each time I see him and his sad puppydog eyes so I'm hoping to get all my crying done when I see Maria. Yeah right. I'm not sure if she has a second name.
Dr Compassion and I talked a little about getting pregnant. Not together you understand, he wasn't offering to help. He just said that lightning doesn't strike the same place twice; I didn't correct him on this but I hope he's right in my case. He gave me a new prescription for folic acid and he hopes I have good news by the time I see him again for a new sick note in a months time. I hope so too, but I doubt it will happen so quickly. This month will be our last chance to make a 2009 baby.
Now for the waiting, hoping, disappointment game. I don't want to play for too long.