Tuesday, 28 February 2012

20w5d

From this day on we step into the unknown, the undiscovered.

In total I have been pregnant about 50 weeks. I have never been more pregnant than I am now.

I have been up and down all day. Is he alive, still? That was a kick wasn't it? Definitely a kick. What if it was his last kick? No, there's another... Movement is the most wonderful and amazing thing and it makes me smile and hope, until I don't feel it.

I'm scared of tomorrows ultrasound.

I am hopeful that this son of mine will make it.

I worry that he won't.

He just this moment jabbed me. Maybe he knows.



Think happy thoughts for us please. I'll let you know what tomorrow brings.



9 comments:

  1. Definitely happy thoughts being sent your way and prayers to God also. This is very exciting.
    ((HUGS))

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  2. I know all about uncharted territory. If I had a map, I'd give it to you. But I can promise to be close by while we both wander around in the forest. Hooray for kicks and jabs- wishing you many more of them to keep you company on the journey.

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  3. I've been thinking about you this week, knowing this milestone is approaching. Thinking good thoughts and sending positive vibes your way.

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  4. Many happy thoughts and many happy vibes your way

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  5. Happy thoughts and prayers and wishes and everything wonderful I can send you...yes, movement IS amazing. I think the reason Luke is such a sugarholic right now is because I totally spent the last trimester of my pregnancy popping candy left and right just to get him to move. That's ok...he can love sugar all he wants right now. He's ALIVE. I'll take it.

    Love and more love....can't wait to hear how it went!

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  6. I'll be breathing and hoping and praying and thinking and hoping... all of it, every second until the day you bring him home.

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  7. Holding hope for you...and for the little boy!

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  8. You've been in my thoughts all week. Thinking happy thoughts, sending happy thoughts.
    xo

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