From this day on we step into the unknown, the undiscovered.
In total I have been pregnant about 50 weeks. I have never been more pregnant than I am now.
I have been up and down all day. Is he alive, still? That was a kick wasn't it? Definitely a kick. What if it was his last kick? No, there's another... Movement is the most wonderful and amazing thing and it makes me smile and hope, until I don't feel it.
I'm scared of tomorrows ultrasound.
I am hopeful that this son of mine will make it.
I worry that he won't.
He just this moment jabbed me. Maybe he knows.
Think happy thoughts for us please. I'll let you know what tomorrow brings.