Reality...
...bytes!
- obsessively checking for symptoms at 6dpo (idiot = stop it and w a i t)
- hiding away some baby books outgrown by a friends grandson and donated to mother-in-law's charity shop. (optimistic = ok)
- watching a really sweet cot on ebay. (over-optimistic = steady on)
- cycling between hopeful thoughts and resignation to months of trying (bleh = bleh bleh)
- not dealing with stress of any kind very well at all (phone call with benefits agency, lost [by them] payslips/dr certificate, delay in payments = Aaaaaargh!)
- baby-making-love-making-sex (better and better = hooray!)
- over-analysing everything and making lists (*sigh*)
Sorry for the obsessiveness and overanalyzing. Happy for the great baby making. <3 Sent your way for your + Wishes soon!!
ReplyDeletegreat about the good love making sex!!! :) and I hope it turns out to beby making sex, too. big hugs!!!
ReplyDeleteAhhh - the old feeling out of control, hence - try and control EVERYTHING routine.
ReplyDeleteKnow it. Lived it. It kicked my butt.
8. breathe.
ReplyDeletei luv lists. esp other peoples!!!
Fingers crossed & much love!
ReplyDeleteCrossing fingers here too! xxx
ReplyDeletehi there. I found your blog tonight and am siting reading while crying. a lot. Because,you see, i lost my son ( #4 angel baby),Zoran,on the 20th March. I was only 15 weeks pregnant. And I took 3 photos of his tiny hands and feet.And could not bring myself to look at them. until tonight. I just wanted to say that George is beautiful, and your letters are so special,and honest.Thankyou for sharing your story . Mummy never forgets xx
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed for you, sweet friend!
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