Yesterday I was in my local supermarket queuing for the checkout and an strange old lady told me off for standing in the "wrong" place and then tried to get in front of me and I snapped quite nastily at her. This is not like me at all. Or maybe this is very much like me. The all new angry-at-the-world me.
I also avoided bumping into two people that I know, just turn about, go in a different direction, but unfortunately I bumped into a third when I was almost home. He said the usual crap. I kept it together until he walked on but three steps later tears filled my head and I was gasping for breath. The all new anti-social-me.
I can feel myself slipping into a dark bleak place. I don't want to be there for long though: I prefer the light.
Today my Doctor is calling my consultant and I might have to have another D&C.
Today I have nothing left.
I cried and cried last night to be done with bleeding and pain and I'm still crying today.
I lost my baby, isn't that enough?
The all new misery-me.
Today is another crying day.