Finding out just how much love we have.
Finding out what really matters: not that much actually, but what matters, matters HUGELY.
Seeing the magical mix of him and me in our son's beautiful face and oh he was SO beautiful.
Finding out who our real friends are(n't): Few and very far between.
Finding you and finally being understood.
But I'd gladly give up these good things in a heartbeat (Probably goes without saying eh?).