Monday, 24 May 2010

the quiet whisper of the chance of a dream of a hope


Fear, joy, terror, amazement, wonder, shock, incredulity... hyperventilating... palpitations... not this month surely? This month of stress? Sick parent and tribunal? Flu.ox.etine?

1 year, 10 months and 27 days after the test that told us that George was made, one ovulation peestick in desperation because I only had one hpt, one internet cheapie hpt this morning, one digital test this afternoon and a whole heap of stress and tears and...

I have to whisper because I can hardly believe it...

I'm pregnant.

Vibes urgently needed please: sticky, happy, healthy, longevity, full term, live baby, calm... yes definitely need loads of calm vibes... whatever vibes you have to spare I'll take them.

I believe this is going to be a bumpy ride.

Whatever happens.


52 comments:

  1. Oh, I am crying with joy for you right now, and wishing you nothing but beautiful, sticky, healthy months ahead. Thank you for sharing this, I know it seems scary to tell someone.

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  2. This is the first post I've ever read on your blog. It gives me hope. You give me hope. You and your family have all the good vibes I have to give.

    My son's name was George too. It's a good name.

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  3. Oh wow! Stick baby stick. Please, pretty please stick!

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  4. Oh sweetheart. Will send you all the vibes you request. Lots of love and so overjoyed for you xxxxx

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  5. I have kept an eye on your blog on and off for ages... I am sending you sticky, positive vibes, crossed fingers and lots of love Emma xxx

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  6. oh how wonderful, oh yes, yes, yes!!! I'm thrilled to hear and sending ALL the vibes, vibe machine cranked up to max plus setting.

    I'm so so happy, stick, stick, stick and wishing for a happy healthy uneventful pregnancy lovely baby and the lot. So wonderful.

    xxx

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  7. so wonderful Barb! FINALLY - one of our babylost mamas catches a break. Phew. Long time coming. Sending you lots of love and sticky vibes. xxoo

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  8. omg congratualations!! I've just had a BFP too :D Sending sticky sticky wishes your way xxx

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  9. wow. Barbara CONGRATULATIONS. I had goosebumps reading your post but knew before i had even read it that you were pregnant!
    thinking of you xxx

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  10. Best news all day! Sending sticky, healthy, calm, everything wishes your way.

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  11. All the best vibes to you Barbara and Ray...So very happy to hear the good news!

    <3<3<3

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  12. Sending very VERY sticky vibes. Wonferful news. xx

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  13. Very exciting! You'll be in my thoughts.

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  14. YES! YES! YES! (i'm not whispering)

    Thinking of you Barb and wishing you a safe and uneventful pregnancy.

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  15. Sending sticky vibes and thinking of you. xx

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  16. sticky love vibes. xo \m/\m/ (yes, those are rocker hands to express my elation.)

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  17. I'm crying all over my keyboard! Sending my most stickity, happiest, healthiest, long lasting, most alive and calm vibes to you. This news has absolutely made my day. xoxoxo

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  18. Sending you whatever vibes you need! Stay positive! This is wonderful news!

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  19. Sending many vibes your way!!! ♥

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  20. Just what Angel's Mummy said!! GOOSEBUMPS (that got bigger as I read because I KNEW it was going to be amazing before I even read it!!!!)

    Hooray! Hooray! I say again, HOORAY!

    You are right...it is going to be bumpy, but you aren't alone!!!
    xoxoxoxox

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  21. oh barbara.
    this gives me hope.
    for all of us.

    hugs and positive vibes.
    xxx

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  22. Love, hope, luck in HUGE doses coming your way.
    Oh Barb, I'm here for the ride, as bumpy as it gets.
    Best.News.All.Week. No, wait, all YEAR!
    xo

    ps: love Angie's rocker hands!!

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  23. I am in tears right now. I am so happy for you. Congratulations!!!

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  24. OH! MY! GOODNESS!!!!!
    I can barely see through my tears. I'm serious, I can barely type...tears are streaming, my hands are shaking, and I'm squealing with delight for you!!
    And now, I'm calming myself and sending all the sticky, calm, happy, healthy, great and wonderful things vibes that I possibly can. Truly, sincerely so very happy for you and your precious family. No doubt it will be bumpy, but I'll be here the ride....as will many others.
    All my love and hugs dear friend!!
    xxx

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  25. What great news! Sending much sticky vibes and love your way.

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  26. That is awesome news. I am so excited for you. As i was reading this post my entire body was covered in goosebumps. Sending all of the calm vibes i have and heaps and heaps of sticky vibes too.
    Xxx

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  27. stick, stick, stick, stick, stick, stick, stick! cheering you on with all my heart, barb.

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  28. Oh, please, please, please be a sticky, hang around, come home and stay baby!
    Congrats Barbara

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  29. Barb! Cheering from the sidelines! So, so happy for you. Here with you all the way!

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  30. Here I am, dear friend- late to the party but waking everyone up around the world with hoots of joy. Full of love and hope for you and Ray.

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  31. oh Barb! fingers crossed and sending sticky, happiness vibes! and of course, much love to you both...

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  32. OMG Barb that is the most fantastic news i have heard in ages.
    I am so happy for you and hope and pray with everything that i can crossed that things go smoothly for you.
    xoxox

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  33. OMG!!! Reading this has brought tears of joy to my eyes! I am so happy for you! It may be a bumpy ride filled with emotions, but we will be here to take every step with you. Big hubs!!!!! XXXX

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  34. Oh wow. Tears in my eyes. Hugs and the most amazing vibes coming your way. Thrilled for you xx

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  35. Oh Barb.

    Chills Tears AND HUGS.

    I can't write anymore at the moment because, well I just can't believe this. I am so happy for you.

    I love you xxxxx

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  36. I'm so happy for you. Sending you lots and lots of baby vibes your way.

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  37. Wow congratulations - sending you the stickiest vibes ever.

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  38. Sooooo happy!!!!!
    Fingers, no not just fingers, EVERYTHING crossed for you and your new sticky bean.
    xxxx

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  39. Oh. My. God. I am soooo happy for you Barb! So, so happy. You are one of THE most deserving women in the whole. wide. world. to me! Sticky.. sticky.. sticky...... ♥

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  40. Sticky, sticky, sticky, stick, stick, stick, stay baby, stay, stay.

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  41. Yay! Yay! Yay!

    So very happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  42. OMG Barb...Praying, praying, praying for your little bean to stick!!!

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  43. Oh my goodness, Barbara, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! I am sooo happy for you. Sending all good vibes your way always

    xx

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  44. Oh Barb, can't believe I missed this news! This amazing news. Thank you for emailing! I am just so pleased for you. Sending all the sticky vibes I can muster! And buckets of love!
    Xxx

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  45. oh, barbara, i have tears of joy for you!!! sending all those vibes to you. ((hugs))

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  46. sending loving sticky vibes your way. congratulations! such beautiful news.

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  47. Love and all my Best Wishes for health and happiness!! XX :OD

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  48. Jeeezus...how did I miss this? Congratulations, B!!!

    And I am sending you tons of good wishes....

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  49. Wow! I haven't checked the blogs lately so I am late on my congratulations. I am praying for stickiness....

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  50. oh my goodness, i haven't been on blogger forever so i am sooo late hearing this wonderful news! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! so very very happy for you and super excited! :)

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