Update

I suppose I should post at least once this year.

This has been a difficult year to say the least.

Since last September Ray has been ill with an, as yet undiagnosed, gastric condition. We've been through endoscopies, colonoscopies, CT scans and MRI's and they still haven't diagnosed him. We wait and wait for more and more tests and they scratch their heads and he is in almost constant pain and unable to enjoy life. Here's hoping 2016 will bring answers and relief.

In the midst of all this worry there is the beautiful light that is Felix. He is amazing and imaginative, loving and cheeky, smart and silly and very very "three and a half"!



I still long for my two not-here's and greedily I will always want all three of them in my arms and making noise and mess.

Wishing you love and light and a peaceful year.