tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post7785076733050405096..comments2023-09-28T13:56:17.927+01:00Comments on burble: Day 443Barbarahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01484695553612265127noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-66927042735489661402010-01-08T00:44:48.548+00:002010-01-08T00:44:48.548+00:00"Whatever we do he is there, just out of sigh..."Whatever we do he is there, just out of sight, just out of reach" - aaahhhhh. Aching for you and hoping for 2010 for you and Ray. xoKarenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01771397595613026711noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-61473325145192185092010-01-07T23:51:22.556+00:002010-01-07T23:51:22.556+00:00I know so well that wondering, that "Is this ...I know so well that wondering, that "Is this as close as I get?" feeling. And I hate that you're having to feel it now. I will never stop hoping and believing for you and Ray.Dani819https://www.blogger.com/profile/00620957484893505246noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-55582831360598784252010-01-07T20:33:08.632+00:002010-01-07T20:33:08.632+00:00As Carly and Sally have said, it simply can't ...As Carly and Sally have said, it simply can't be right.<br /><br />And as AnnaMarie says above, George would have had such a lovely time and he would have been dressed up cosily for the snow. I'm sure he would have chuckled to see the snowman that you made.<br /><br />I wear my pendant all the time. I think of my girl. I think of your boy. Hoping and wishing for you and Ray xoCatherine Whttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01618295389400457254noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-36631432383343331382010-01-07T16:15:03.457+00:002010-01-07T16:15:03.457+00:00No. It just can't be right Barb.
Just as Aku...No. It just can't be right Barb. <br /><br />Just as Akul's mama wrote. I too hold my tiny pendants each day. And I think of you each time I hold them.<br /><br />You are so beautiful Barb, and yes if you are ever in the area, you must stop by for that cup of tea.<br /><br />I love you xCarly Mariehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14586501928364642712noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-80101044754377772742010-01-07T08:57:26.524+00:002010-01-07T08:57:26.524+00:00I hear ye Barb...I worry about the exact same thin...I hear ye Barb...I worry about the exact same things - am I too old to have another baby? Will I just be mom to Akul and never have him in my arms? Even if I have another baby using IVF, will that baby survive? Will that baby be normal? Many many hugsssss to George and you. I look at my Akul pendant which caresses my skin each day, and I think of you and I thank you for this very precious gift.Akul's mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02731802741502891348noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-67262076544606101012010-01-07T05:46:34.026+00:002010-01-07T05:46:34.026+00:00No. That can't be right. I'm hoping 2010 i...No. That can't be right. I'm hoping 2010 is the year of Ray & Barb. And of course the little one soon to join you both.<br />Lovely yet heartbreaking post.<br />xoHope's Mamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04984543289642681339noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-83275265683097059192010-01-07T03:50:37.005+00:002010-01-07T03:50:37.005+00:00Oh Barb, I hope and pray you'll get a second c...Oh Barb, I hope and pray you'll get a second chance. It does seem so unfair that some people seem able to parent children that they are woefully unprepared for while others who are ready and full of love have to wait. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.margarethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16494588299838654564noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-61421270614591787002010-01-07T02:16:07.588+00:002010-01-07T02:16:07.588+00:00oh hon... so much of this resonated with me deepl...oh hon... so much of this resonated with me deeply. so much... the baby missing in the backseat, the fear that all I will ever know is mothering a dead child, the inability to live in the moment. I wish I had words to comfort you, but I know that even trying is useless. Just know that halfway across the world is a friend who hears you, cares about you, and is "trying, always trying" right along side you.<br /><br />Peacexx<br /><br />KristinOnce A Motherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15974149780531831971noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-50956328898170948192010-01-07T00:20:20.136+00:002010-01-07T00:20:20.136+00:00443 days. Remembering George with you.
Of course...443 days. Remembering George with you.<br /><br />Of course he would have been happy! And appropriately dressed for playing in the snow.<br /><br />Yeah, there is no freedom gained from a deadbaby; all that "free" time is spent wondering how you are supposed to live the rest of your life out without them. Caring for a deadbaby takes up much more time then other people could ever believe is possible.<br /><br />Your snowman is wonderful :)AnnaBellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01614241329182982677noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-90938956458540793512010-01-06T22:33:33.736+00:002010-01-06T22:33:33.736+00:00There is no freedom. None...
I love your snowman...There is no freedom. None...<br /><br />I love your snowman, especially his mohawk.Michelehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17681333723382119281noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-21350681201819194162010-01-06T22:10:03.487+00:002010-01-06T22:10:03.487+00:00What a beautiful post. So much of what you said is...What a beautiful post. So much of what you said is how I feel too. Doing things everyday with a little ghost child never far away... <br /><br />I love the snow man! <br /><br />((((((hugs))))))Amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03740847681453723883noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-17422865050029115322010-01-06T21:16:55.667+00:002010-01-06T21:16:55.667+00:00I LOVE the snowman :) ... and everything you said ...I LOVE the snowman :) ... and everything you said rang so true. I sometimes try quite deliberately not to notice milestones but the ghost of who they should be, it is always there.<br /><br />I so want you and Ray to have the chance to parent a living child too - you would be so awesome at it.Fireflyforeverhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15290560217994184778noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-9452074987876423532010-01-06T20:39:33.757+00:002010-01-06T20:39:33.757+00:00I just wish there was something to make this bette...I just wish there was something to make this better, I really wish. I want this universe to start listening and to cut you a break. F&*k, I just wish for you and Ray.<br /><br />xxxRachaelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08573991998853561283noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7456461102167226695.post-46551446120377515052010-01-06T20:15:43.981+00:002010-01-06T20:15:43.981+00:00Oh, dear, dear, Barbara. You will never forget. ...Oh, dear, dear, Barbara. You will never forget. We will never forget. George.<br /><br />I pray that you will have the opportunity to parent a child here, on earth.<br /><br />Love the snowman, by the way.Leahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05569964047627902570noreply@blogger.com